#time #love #loss #life
Taken from me way too soon
I sit at night and stare at the moon
Answers never seem to come
I hurt from losing you dear mum
People say it’ll be fine in time
They’re not living in my mind
People try to help you through
The only help is inside of you
When a part of your heart breaks
It can’t be mended by sticky tape
Those who hurt deep down inside
I always think of you by my side
Once again the hurt upon us
Thrust in upon our soul
Why must this happen so
I fear it’ll never go
We imagine all this change
Though to what we are unsure
Just something in our souls
We’ve felt it once before
Stand your ground let it be
Strength will keep you safe
Stay near your gypsy now
So wrapped within her cape
A storm has gone slowly now
Your safe again once more
Your gypsy soul saved you
Special being of folklore
Take heed, breathe out slow
Feel the comfort deep inside
Keep belief in your heart
Sit back enjoy the ride
White witches are around you
Your protectors many come
There’s many beating hearts
But beside you beat as one
Dont be afraid,try something new
The power is deep within you
Anxiety levels rising high
Your in control, I promise just try
We never know what lyes ahead
Is it a better way for you instead
Daily life can drain you so
Round in circles where to go
Keep on going your doing fine
All will be right with time
Try to let the fear subside
You have the strength deep inside
Dont be afraid of something new
The power is deep within you
Anxiety levels rising high
Your in control, I promise just try
We never know what lyes ahead
Is it a better way for you instead
Daily life can drain you so
Round in circles where to go
Keep on going your doing fine
All will be right with time
Try to let the fear subside
You have the strength deep inside
Tick goes the clock on the wall
I hear it even in my sleep
Time goes by so quickly now
Though feelings stay the same
My healing heart still hurts a lot
It will never be the same
I to carry on trying to pretend
I’m fine, though wish it was to end
To keep going but for how long
Although I keep on trying
Trying so hard to stay strong
I feel inside I’m dying
Time goes by so quickly
Though not quick enough for me
I hurt so much inside my heart
If you look deep inside you’ll see
Tick goes the clock on the wall
When it stops, pain ends in all
So it begins again, dreaded fears
Overwhelming sobbing tears
Stinging down my rosy cheeks
Why must I always feel so weak
Do I deserve all this demise
I look into my lifeless eyes
All I wanted was a normal life
Maybe one day become a wife
Do we really know, do we care
You hurt once the scar is there
Buried deep within your soul
To carry on, to reach your goal
It doesn’t get easier, not at all
No one there to stop your fall
All the years of fighting on
Trying hard to stay strong
You carry on, but slowing down
Keep upright, afix your crown
knowing that the day will come
I’ll be beside my angel mum
So where do we start again
Can we begin without any pain
Why does it seem fear awaits
Do we all feel it’s somehow fate
I’ll never understand no not at all
Your gone from me I feel so small
I don’t want to be here at times
Though I try my best to act fine
Keep on drinking some more wine
It’s not really fair on those around
I must be strong in mind be sound
Not forgetting my promise to you
To stay strong in everything I do
I wonder if my life was planned
Would I’ve changed it beforehand
Sad and happy, false and true
Why did I put my trust in you
So what am I to learn from this
We don’t all feel eternal bliss
Is it what I signed up for
Queuing up at your sacred door
Only to be fooled into thinking
My soul is positively shrinking
Wherever you find yourself at this moment and time whether your sad, anxious, scared of what lyes ahead, know that you’ve done the absolute best you can for yourself and everyone you care about.
That’s all any of us can do in these very trying times. I have been through so many trials and tribulations like any of us have, but I still amaze myself by staying strong. Then again I’d say that was down to my dear, beautiful mother whom I miss so so much, and forever will.
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